I have this weird thing that when I am tired, I get really calm and mellow. It’s like my body thinks: “Is this worth it to extend the energy to feel this emotion? Nah.”
I haven’t slept well for the past few nights, so I’m pretty tired. There’s plenty going on, but after an outburst yesterday I got even more tired, and since then I’ve just been calm and mellow. It’s not a bad way to feel, and I can manage to surf that wave for some time.
Still hoping to get a good night’s sleep in though.